gone. he's gone. that monday night was the most terrible night i've ever been thru. life's gonna be very different.
nobody to send me home. to enjoy our long bus ride home with me leaning on u, falling asleep. nobody to hug me when i'm cold on bus or train. no more tickle fights, free roller coaster rides. no one stand behind me on the escalator. no more afternoon naps side by side. 2 years 2 months and 23 days builds so much memories. sigh. now ur ring sits on my chain around my neck, together with the heart shaped pandant u gave me. every now and then my throat still feels choked somehow.
we're already so stuck together and now they have to take u away. when u were working, at least i get to call or msg u anytime. argh. now it's driving me nuts. i feel so incomplete. give that part of me back. my chest feels hollow. unbearable.

honey, i'm waiting. :) i love u.